I want out of this, immediately.

I had to say a permanent goodbye to two good friends tonight. Not permanent of course, but it's going to be quite a long time before I see them again. It's the beginning of the countless goodbyes I'll have to endure, and I dread them all. Victoria, one of the most inspiring people I've ever met, tried to remind me of how much I'm gaining. She may be right, but all I feel for the moment is loss. This hurts. The worst part is the stress, the constant reminders of the millions of things I should be doing to prepare for my sister's wedding, camp, and the dreaded move. I feel like such an awful sister. A week from today Katie will be married, yet I spend every day away from home trying to absorb every last hour I have in Kingwood. There's just too much stress at home, too much of that draining and powerless feeling. I hate everything about this.

California Waiting

I really wish you would stop asking me questions that you already know the anwser to. It confuses me and makes this more difficult, and I can't figure out why you're doing it.

I'd tell you the news but nothing's changed.

I'd sing you a song but they blew it away,

All wrapped up in this stupid ass game.

Hey, California waiting. 

Every little thing's gotta be just right.

Title and Registration

It's weird how two friends can suffer the same disasters at the same time. Admitatley, the problems vary in intensity. However, they all fall under the same categories. Moving, friends, boys. The unknown. It's all so difficult. I want to thank you for always listening and understanding in a way no one else can. I hope I've helped you some. This song means alot to us both- another thing we hold in common. I know we're going to be friends for a long time.

Nothing is more important

They are everything to me.

Forever.

{pictures stolen from my beautiful friends Lindsey and Paige}